kassandra

ouchy : (

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 22:56:21 GMT

my throat has been hurting really bad
but im glad i finally got my tonsils out
i just really wish i could eat
earlier my family was all eating some reallllly good chicken tenders
i dont think my mouth has ever watered that much in my entire life
and it really sucks that i cant drive anywhere
because of this dumb medicine
i just want to be better, and stop getting sick
hopefully this will fix everything
and i just really wanna see my friends
and eat some chicken or salad

<3

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 04:30:18 GMT

ive never been this happy in my life
i cant even expalin how i feel
there is nothing that could make me any happier

i have best friends
i am in love
and i am sooooo happy

wow.

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 11:27:14 GMT

my weekend was soo amazing
i had so much fucking fun
&& i got my septum pierced
god, i really do love my life, its amazing

boner jamz '07 went down amazing :)
if you dont know what im talking about
you probably never will

ksdfjaksfj i really like steven so much
i cant stop thinking about him all the time
he makes me incredibly happy :D

.

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 00:24:11 GMT

"He as hollow as I alone now
he as hollow as i alone
a shell of of my friend
just flesh and bone
theres no soul
he sees no love
i shake my fists at skies above
mad at god"

i can stop being happy
steven is honestly perfect fo me

and i love my friends

TEAR DOWN

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 02:24:46 GMT

the rat racial slime
cant be king of the world
if your a slave to the grind

i woke up reely late today
i almost didnt even go to school
the only reason i came was to see steven and my friends
other than that, i would have stayed home

i cant believe how shy he makes me
and how anxious i get before i see him
like right before i walked in late to 4th hour today
i thought i was having an anursim
i had to stop and catch my breath
before i went in the room
and the other night when i ate dinner with his family
i thought i was gonna pass out
from being so nervous

i want this to last for a longggggggggg time

"Parking lot pimpin mayne, i aint even trippin mayne"

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 11:52:01 GMT

fuck anyting i ever felt before
ive honestly never been this happy all the time ever
i know i allways say how happy i am
and it probably looks repitative
but i really feel this way
i never want to change
i never want to grow up
and i cant stop listening to MIKE JONES flossin niggas

i cant wait to see steven sunday :)

school.

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:26:41 GMT

today we go back to school
im halfway excited
because even though i loveee not having school
i love seeing my friends every day even more

why am i so happy?
why do am i allways smiling even when nothing really exciting happens?
ive changed, i love it
i love being able to let my attitude accually change the way i feel
everyday
i want to stay this way for ever and ever

last night miranda and i hung out with steven, coty, cody, and jeremy
we went and saw hannah at work :) :) :)
and then we went and saw the persuit of happiness
i dont care what anyone else thinks
i think that was a good movie
and it made me wanna cry

on the way there we were raceing
and my dumb ass was going like 70 weaving in and out of cars
and then caught up to a cop
the people in the other car noticed the cop
but i didnt, and didnt slow down
we were jamin to black the sky
and i was probably breaking like 2489231034 laws
thank god, nothing bad happened
thank god
thank god
wouldnt it have been just my luck, to have it be the same cop
that was at the look out ?

i love being young
im really afraid to get old
super afraid
i never want to grow up
never never never

last night

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 19:48:06 GMT

was very crazy
long story short
steven and i were at the look out
things could have been happening
and cops may have come when pants were not on

it was crazy
i was incredibly scared
but luckily we got a warning
and got told to leave

then when i went to start my damn car
the battery was dead
because we left the lights on
his parents came and gave us a jump
and then i went home

miranda called
and i went and saw holliday with her and brittany
it was a good movie
i almost cried
hahaha

after that we went to morton
to steak n shake
to eat

finally i came home and went to bed :)

i love my life and friends

and i really like steven :) alot

<3

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 19:55:39 GMT

i love eveyting about my life
i have never been this happy before

last night, miranda, dianna, and me
ghost rode the whip
we went on an empty street
bumpped laffy taffy as loud as it would go
jumped out of the car
while driving
and danced next to it
(we wernt going fast or anything)
i dont think ive ever been that scared / excited ever
in my life
it was amazing

work tonight 5-10
come see me biaches

i want to see steven :(

best week of my life.

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 04:37:02 GMT

this week has been amazing
i love my life lately
i dont want things to change
i want to stay happy forever

nothing could put me in a bad mood right now

:D

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 11:13:16 GMT

i have been really super happy lately
my friends are amazing :)
so is my boyfriend

i smile for no reason at all
i love this

: /

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 14:52:17 GMT

i REALLY like this boyyyyyy.

Miranda baby, i wanted you to come over sooooo bad :(

snow.

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 14:19:21 GMT

i hate snow
i hate this
i really do
i miss my friends
and really wanted to see steven
all ive been able to do is sit around on my ass
waiting untill i can leave

?

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:37:02 GMT

im not so sure about you
why do you do this to me

we can be friends

FUCK BLACK FRIDAY

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 13:32:31 GMT

damn it
this morning we my dad, dianna, and me
went to best buy
we got there at like 2 in the morning and there was already
a fucking line streched all the way around the fucking building
ARE PEOPLE FUCKING CRAZY??

now im determined, next year
dianna and i are camping out
for something good

last night after we ate thanksgiving dinner
i went and visited my grandpa in the hostipital
i finally got to give him a hug :)
he must of thought i was crazy
because i gave him like a bagillion
he is weak
and sunkin it
and he is trying his best to hide it
he is a strong man
a very strong man
when i grow up, i'd like to be like him

im gonna make this fast

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:14:34 GMT

it is now 1:17 in the a.m.
dianna, me, and my dad
are leaving in like 5 mins.
to go to best buy
hahahahahah.
BLACK FRIDAY BITCHES

now.

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 11:32:32 GMT

i have something to look forward to this weekend
i hope i dont regret this

fuck.

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 01:55:09 GMT

i just want to get this week over with
i hope my grandpa gets out of the hostipital before thanksgiving
ive never spent a holiday at home :(
i want to see him
and hug him

on the other hand
my mom thinks i worship satan
and i dont
i love god

how come any time anyone is a little different
they are automatically a freak

: (

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 00:41:19 GMT

i really did think you were better than that stew
i though you were a sweet guy that wouldnt do that
but i guess i was wrong
why did you even date me in the first place
if you still had feelings for her
congrads. i accually believed you cared about me
i accually let myself care about you

FUCK.

julie & miranda
you guys are beautiful
i love you guys to death
most boys are shitbags
complete shitbags
i promise i will do whatever i can
to stop them from hurting you
because when you guys hurt
so do i
:(

grandpa.. please get better

again.

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 11:35:48 GMT

why do i allways let myself care about people
when people only care about themselves
how is it that i can truly care about who you are
and accually consider letting my own feelings take a back seat for you
fuck you

julie.miranda.hannah.dianna
you guys are my best friends
i dont know what i would do with myself if i didnt have you guys
anyone who even mildly hurts you guys in any way
i would like to pour salt in their eyes

?

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 11:17:55 GMT

im fucking shocked
i cant believe you of all people would do this to me
and suprisingly i not angry with you
just really hurt
really really hurt
i guess im not worth it

the show last night

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:53:11 GMT

was fucking amazing

if you didnt go
you missed out
big time

grandpa.

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 11:20:41 GMT

grandpa
you are'nt doing so well
i miss sitting on your lap
while you told me about tools and we
watched walker texas ranger
last night i would have given anything to hug you
but i know i cant, i dont want to hurt you
please get better
i need you, you are like a 2nd father to me
you basically raised me
please don't die
please don't leave without giving me a hug
:(

right now im hurting
i cant stop crying
this is pressuring down on my chest
and i can barely breathe

convo

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 03:58:59 GMT

geesh i never update this so...

when a girl just randomly im's you
you have to fuck with them
because its pretty fucking halarious

tranasaurusrex22-me
coatknee-random fat bitch

coatkneee: what's up
TranasaurusREX22: hey
TranasaurusREX22: umm who is this?
coatkneee: Courtney, you were on my buddy list and i couldn't remember who you were
coatkneee: sorry
coatkneee: What's your name?
TranasaurusREX22: kassandra
coatkneee: ohhh hm...are you from dallas?
TranasaurusREX22: nope
TranasaurusREX22: illinois
coatkneee: hmm that's weird
TranasaurusREX22: yeah. no kidding
coatkneee: maybe i just got the wrong sn
TranasaurusREX22: okay
coatkneee: you know brandi2k6?
TranasaurusREX22: nope
TranasaurusREX22: why?
coatkneee: b/c you were definitely just talking to her
TranasaurusREX22: no i dont think so
TranasaurusREX22: and even if i was.. how would you know
coatkneee: probably b/c she told me, and gave me your sn
coatkneee: apparently you invited her to a chat
TranasaurusREX22: cool. do you want a cookie
coatkneee: and then proceeded in talking shit
coatkneee: so i was curious, if you were just bored
TranasaurusREX22: pretty much.
TranasaurusREX22: i got sick of looking at porn and masterbating so i decided to have a little fun
coatkneee: hm
coatkneee: that's really sad
TranasaurusREX22: yeah. my whold life is pretty sad
coatkneee: is that right
coatkneee: you're 16 eh?
TranasaurusREX22: yeah. when you have no friends .. it kinda gets lonely sometimes
coatkneee: and i'm pretty sure your profile says you're "incredibly happy"
TranasaurusREX22: im only phsycially 16 mentally im 12
TranasaurusREX22: yeah. i just figure this is the best my life could get so i might as well live it uup
coatkneee: apparently, your spelling is quite horrible
TranasaurusREX22: yeah. im home schooled because we cant pay the book fee
TranasaurusREX22: i just figure im not gonna need the spelling if im just gonna work minimum wage the rest of my life
TranasaurusREX22: unless i sell my body
TranasaurusREX22: i have no hope
coatkneee: weird.
TranasaurusREX22: nah. not as weird as how i let my dog lick my vagina
coatkneee: oh yeah
TranasaurusREX22: at first i was like STOP. and then it started to feel good .. so i was in no position to push it away
coatkneee: Wow...what small immature lives children lead today...
coatkneee: you're quite rediculous.
TranasaurusREX22: nah. you cant judge me
coatkneee: but...i was entertained with your ignorance for a few minutes, and now...i'm just wasting my life away by continuing it.
TranasaurusREX22: i assume you dont have anything better to do
TranasaurusREX22: you're already wasting your life away on the computer, probably eating as well
coatkneee: Oh, I do. That is why I'm saying Goodbye.
coatkneee: Goodbye.
coatkneee signed off at 9:58:11 PM.

enjoy.

wahoooooooooo.

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 21:53:00 GMT

im kassandra.
this is my first and only livejournal
i am excited about writing down every last felling or view i have in here
if you dont like them
fuck you
if you dont like me
fuck you
i love my friends they mean everything to me
to me a friend is someone who you can pour your guts out into their shoulder
without them going around and using your life as a conversation peice
if you are one of these people, chances are i dont like you
i hate a lot of things
and a lot of people
but i only hate people that deserve it
i love god
i love music. 80's music/metal = my life
i dont eat with spoons, i dont even know why
i have a three on the bottom of my toe, its been there my whole life
i love food
i love my family
i curse alot
sometimes i drink
dont judge me
ill write more later nigs.
im hungry