| ouchy : ( |
[Thursday
April 19th, 2007] |
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mood |
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 hungry |
] |
my throat has been hurting really bad
but im glad i finally got my tonsils out
i just really wish i could eat
earlier my family was all eating some reallllly good chicken tenders
i dont think my mouth has ever watered that much in my entire life
and it really sucks that i cant drive anywhere
because of this dumb medicine
i just want to be better, and stop getting sick
hopefully this will fix everything
and i just really wanna see my friends
and eat some chicken or salad
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| <3 |
[Wednesday
March 7th, 2007] |
| [ |
mood |
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 cheerful |
] |
ive never been this happy in my life
i cant even expalin how i feel
there is nothing that could make me any happier
i have best friends
i am in love
and i am sooooo happy
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| wow. |
[Tuesday
February 6th, 2007] |
| [ |
mood |
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happy |
] |
my weekend was soo amazing
i had so much fucking fun
&& i got my septum pierced
god, i really do love my life, its amazing
boner jamz '07 went down amazing :)
if you dont know what im talking about
you probably never will
ksdfjaksfj i really like steven so much
i cant stop thinking about him all the time
he makes me incredibly happy :D
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[Thursday
January 11th, 2007] |
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mood |
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 tired |
] |
"He as hollow as I alone now
he as hollow as i alone
a shell of of my friend
just flesh and bone
theres no soul
he sees no love
i shake my fists at skies above
mad at god"
i can stop being happy
steven is honestly perfect fo me
and i love my friends
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| TEAR DOWN |
[Monday
January 8th, 2007] |
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mood |
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 high |
] |
the rat racial slime
cant be king of the world
if your a slave to the grind
i woke up reely late today
i almost didnt even go to school
the only reason i came was to see steven and my friends
other than that, i would have stayed home
i cant believe how shy he makes me
and how anxious i get before i see him
like right before i walked in late to 4th hour today
i thought i was having an anursim
i had to stop and catch my breath
before i went in the room
and the other night when i ate dinner with his family
i thought i was gonna pass out
from being so nervous
i want this to last for a longggggggggg time
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| "Parking lot pimpin mayne, i aint even trippin mayne" |
[Friday
January 5th, 2007] |
| [ |
mood |
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 refreshed |
] |
fuck anyting i ever felt before
ive honestly never been this happy all the time ever
i know i allways say how happy i am
and it probably looks repitative
but i really feel this way
i never want to change
i never want to grow up
and i cant stop listening to MIKE JONES flossin niggas
i cant wait to see steven sunday :)
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| school. |
[Wednesday
January 3rd, 2007] |
| [ |
mood |
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happy |
] |
today we go back to school
im halfway excited
because even though i loveee not having school
i love seeing my friends every day even more
why am i so happy?
why do am i allways smiling even when nothing really exciting happens?
ive changed, i love it
i love being able to let my attitude accually change the way i feel
everyday
i want to stay this way for ever and ever
last night miranda and i hung out with steven, coty, cody, and jeremy
we went and saw hannah at work :) :) :)
and then we went and saw the persuit of happiness
i dont care what anyone else thinks
i think that was a good movie
and it made me wanna cry
on the way there we were raceing
and my dumb ass was going like 70 weaving in and out of cars
and then caught up to a cop
the people in the other car noticed the cop
but i didnt, and didnt slow down
we were jamin to black the sky
and i was probably breaking like 2489231034 laws
thank god, nothing bad happened
thank god
thank god
wouldnt it have been just my luck, to have it be the same cop
that was at the look out ?
i love being young
im really afraid to get old
super afraid
i never want to grow up
never never never
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| last night |
[Thursday
December 28th, 2006] |
was very crazy
long story short
steven and i were at the look out
things could have been happening
and cops may have come when pants were not on
it was crazy
i was incredibly scared
but luckily we got a warning
and got told to leave
then when i went to start my damn car
the battery was dead
because we left the lights on
his parents came and gave us a jump
and then i went home
miranda called
and i went and saw holliday with her and brittany
it was a good movie
i almost cried
hahaha
after that we went to morton
to steak n shake
to eat
finally i came home and went to bed :)
i love my life and friends
and i really like steven :) alot
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| <3 |
[Saturday
December 23rd, 2006] |
i love eveyting about my life
i have never been this happy before
last night, miranda, dianna, and me
ghost rode the whip
we went on an empty street
bumpped laffy taffy as loud as it would go
jumped out of the car
while driving
and danced next to it
(we wernt going fast or anything)
i dont think ive ever been that scared / excited ever
in my life
it was amazing
work tonight 5-10
come see me biaches
i want to see steven :(
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| best week of my life. |
[Sunday
December 10th, 2006] |
this week has been amazing
i love my life lately
i dont want things to change
i want to stay happy forever
nothing could put me in a bad mood right now
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| :D |
[Thursday
December 7th, 2006] |
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mood |
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happy |
] |
i have been really super happy lately
my friends are amazing :)
so is my boyfriend
i smile for no reason at all
i love this
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| : / |
[Sunday
December 3rd, 2006] |
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i REALLY like this boyyyyyy.
Miranda baby, i wanted you to come over sooooo bad :(
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| snow. |
[Saturday
December 2nd, 2006] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 aggravated |
] |
i hate snow
i hate this
i really do
i miss my friends
and really wanted to see steven
all ive been able to do is sit around on my ass
waiting untill i can leave
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| ? |
[Monday
November 27th, 2006] |
im not so sure about you
why do you do this to me
we can be friends
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| FUCK BLACK FRIDAY |
[Friday
November 24th, 2006] |
| [ |
mood |
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tired |
] |
damn it
this morning we my dad, dianna, and me
went to best buy
we got there at like 2 in the morning and there was already
a fucking line streched all the way around the fucking building
ARE PEOPLE FUCKING CRAZY??
now im determined, next year
dianna and i are camping out
for something good
last night after we ate thanksgiving dinner
i went and visited my grandpa in the hostipital
i finally got to give him a hug :)
he must of thought i was crazy
because i gave him like a bagillion
he is weak
and sunkin it
and he is trying his best to hide it
he is a strong man
a very strong man
when i grow up, i'd like to be like him
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| im gonna make this fast |
[Friday
November 24th, 2006] |
it is now 1:17 in the a.m.
dianna, me, and my dad
are leaving in like 5 mins.
to go to best buy
hahahahahah.
BLACK FRIDAY BITCHES
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| now. |
[Wednesday
November 22nd, 2006] |
| [ |
mood |
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 confused |
] |
i have something to look forward to this weekend
i hope i dont regret this
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| fuck. |
[Wednesday
November 22nd, 2006] |
i just want to get this week over with
i hope my grandpa gets out of the hostipital before thanksgiving
ive never spent a holiday at home :(
i want to see him
and hug him
on the other hand
my mom thinks i worship satan
and i dont
i love god
how come any time anyone is a little different
they are automatically a freak
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| : ( |
[Tuesday
November 21st, 2006] |
| [ |
mood |
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 rejected |
] |
i really did think you were better than that stew
i though you were a sweet guy that wouldnt do that
but i guess i was wrong
why did you even date me in the first place
if you still had feelings for her
congrads. i accually believed you cared about me
i accually let myself care about you
FUCK.
julie & miranda
you guys are beautiful
i love you guys to death
most boys are shitbags
complete shitbags
i promise i will do whatever i can
to stop them from hurting you
because when you guys hurt
so do i
:(
grandpa.. please get better
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| again. |
[Monday
November 20th, 2006] |
why do i allways let myself care about people
when people only care about themselves
how is it that i can truly care about who you are
and accually consider letting my own feelings take a back seat for you
fuck you
julie.miranda.hannah.dianna
you guys are my best friends
i dont know what i would do with myself if i didnt have you guys
anyone who even mildly hurts you guys in any way
i would like to pour salt in their eyes
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